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Chapter 180

Chapter 180: The emperor (1)

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The portrait’s halo flared once.

Arik opened his eyes and found himself seated beneath a skylight of gold-veined glass, one hand resting over the carved arm of a black imperial chair, the other positioned loosely against his thigh as if a painter had arranged him there and then begged every god still listening that the Emperor would not become bored before the work was finished.

His body felt wrong, not necessarily unfamiliar but definitely odd.

Broader through the shoulders, heavier with age and power, every breath drawn through channels that were deep, vast, and old enough to make Arik’s current body feel unfinished by comparison.

His breathing was slower than Arik’s, more controlled, edged with the faint irritation of someone who had already been asked not to move three times and had obeyed only because history required patience on occasion.

The chamber before him was not Felix’s suite.

It was the old imperial palace.

Dark marble stretched beneath his boots, polished enough to hold the blurred reflection of chandeliers hanging above like captive stars. Ether conduits pulsed behind the walls, their light softened by carved screens of blackwood and gold. Heavy curtains framed the tall windows, and beyond them, the capital glittered beneath the morning sun, vast and aware, somehow, that the man seated in this room was awake.

In front of him stood the painter.

He was pale, middle-aged, dressed in formal black with sleeves rolled carefully back from his wrists. He held his brush with the desperation of a surgeon working too close to a beating heart. Several pigment dishes rested on the low table beside him: gold, bone-white, deep black, a red so dark it seemed almost brown, and a strange, luminous mixture that breathed faintly whenever Goliath’s ether shifted.

Beside the table stood Kamal.

His uniform was immaculate, black with severe gold lines at the collar and his hands loosely clasped at his back.

He stood slightly behind the painter, close enough to intervene if a brush became a weapon.

Close enough, too, to see the Emperor’s face without needing permission.

Loyal, the memory supplied.

Kamal’s eyes moved over Goliath’s expression once, measuring irritation, fatigue, tolerance, and whatever else men who loved rulers had to learn to read before the court did.

"You are frowning," Kamal said.

The painter’s brush stopped in midair.

Arik felt Goliath’s mouth curve.

"Am I?"

"Yes, Your Majesty."

"How unfortunate for the portrait."

"The painter has been trying to capture your severity for an hour," Kamal replied. "You are making his task easier."

The painter looked like he wanted to die quietly and with gratitude.

Goliath laughed with a low, dry thread of amusement. The painter exhaled, terrified of it. Kamal’s mouth did not move, but the faintest shift at the corner of his eyes betrayed him.

Arik felt the affection there and almost recoiled from it.

It was not soft.

Goliath had not been a soft man. He did not love by gentling himself for the comfort of others, and he did not keep people close because he needed witnesses to his humanity. But Kamal belonged there as part of the structure that kept the Emperor from becoming only sovereign.

And Felix had damaged his lungs.

The thought pierced through the memory with such violence that the painted chamber trembled.

No, Arik thought.

Goliath’s hand tightened once over the chair arm.

Kamal’s eyes sharpened immediately. "Your Majesty?"

The painter went rigid.

Arik forced the memory to stay, or Goliath did. For a moment, there was no line clean enough between them to name.

"I am bored," Goliath said.

Kamal’s expression relaxed by exactly nothing. "That is not a medical condition."

"It may become one."

"It will become my problem first."

"You complain too much for a man I allow near my person."

"I complain because I am allowed near your person."

The painter stared at his pigments with the frantic devotion of a man who had decided he had heard nothing and would continue hearing nothing until dismissed.

Goliath looked at Kamal for a long moment, then lifted his hand.

Kamal was already moving before the command was spoken. He took the narrow ceremonial blade from the table and approached with the irritation of a man who had overseen this process already and disliked every part of it.

"Three drops," Kamal said.

Goliath arched a brow. "You have become bold."

"I have become experienced."

The amusement in Goliath’s chest deepened.

Arik hated how easy it was to understand.

Kamal offered the blade hilt-first. Goliath took it and drew the edge across his thumb. Pain bloomed, small and bright, meaningless compared to the vastness of ether beneath the skin.

Blood welled.

Red at first.

Then gold threaded through it.

The painter lowered himself half a step without realizing it, eyes fixed on the blood as if he were watching a relic being born.

Goliath held his hand over the pigment dish.

One drop fell.

The gold pigment darkened.

A second followed.

The surface stirred, though nothing touched it.

The third fell more slowly, stretching into a thread of red-gold light before vanishing into the mixture.

The chamber hummed.

The unfinished portrait behind the painter answered.

Arik felt it then, the original binding. A portrait that would remember the force of Goliath’s ether, the authority in his blood, and the exact frequency of a power that had made ministers lower their eyes and generals think twice before mistaking ambition for strategy.

Felix had kept this.

Felix had dragged Liam before this.

The thought nearly broke the memory again.

Kamal pressed a cloth around Goliath’s thumb.

"You said three," he said.

"I gave three."

"You considered a fourth."

"I considered many things."

"I am aware. That is why I stand here."

Goliath’s mouth curved faintly. "Careful, Kamal. One day, someone will mistake your insolence for influence."

"Only fools mistake loyalty for weakness."

The room went silent.

Even the painter seemed to stop breathing.

Goliath looked at him, and for one instant the memory held a weight Arik had no defense against.

Respect.

Kamal had chosen him. Again and again, with open eyes. Loyal to the bone, yes, but not because Goliath had demanded blindness from him.

Because Goliath had earned enough from him to make betrayal impossible.

"Then let us hope," Goliath said softly, "that the Empire is not overrun with fools."

Kamal’s expression did not change.

The painter, brave or doomed, lifted his brush again.

The day moved around the portrait.

Goliath remained seated while the Empire came to him.

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